Welcome back! Welcome back! Welcome back!!!well again, I pretty use this blog to complain about my daily life. Ashley and i jsut broke up again. I am pretty fucking sad. wtf. u know. she probably careless. She always says i care about you i really do. come on cut the fucking crap no u don't. I really don't think you do at all. I felt like I pushed you to say it. today is our 10months. haha what a joke huh....oh well this weekend i am free again!!!!
To be honest, I do love her a lot. It didn't really hit me at all when we had the talk, but now it hit me quite a bit....too bad. it is over. i miss her and will always miss her.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Friday, June 5, 2009
Home! Where is it?
Home, My great friends from U.O: Kevyn Smoot, Nathan Howard, Kyle Memmoth, Taylor Koll and All ΣΝ brothers are freaking awesome. To be honest, I really don't know do I want to come back anymore due to financial reason and Home. I miss home. You guys will never understand how much i love L.A. It is the best place ever. great food, great weather, great people and Great sport team. God, I love L.A.
Recently, I have been feeling lost due to financial reason. The only way I could release the stress is from working out, talking to Ashley, listening my old rock song. I haven't feel this way since my junior year in high school. I am depressed. The only way I feel happy is from drinking 8 shots of Southern Comfort, two or three cans of beer on the weekend, hanging out with my ΣΝ brothers, and long boarding. I am so lost. I don't really know what to do anymore. I act so tough, my expression is always happy and upbeat about things. But, man I hate the U.O financial Aid system. I seriously don't want to go back that Pathetic Community College (PCC). I am in one of the best university in the United States. Why the hell would I want to torture myself going back to PCC and sit in the classroom with half of the students that literally stupid, lifeless, chain-smokers, pot-head losers? I think I should really start to pray.
Ok, I know that My birthday is coming up. seriously, I don't even want to celebrate it at all. Sometime, I really wish to forget the date of my birthday. Why? I don't know. I don't want anything, I don't want to have dinner, I don't want anything. So Don't buy me gifts.
My love life, I just don't know anymore. I want her so bad everyday. I made this for her awhile back.
To call or no to call, that is the question
whether not to call and nag her
to miss and love for the future
or to forget all the sadness
by forget them? to miss, to love
the heart arch and the million of tears
the love will stay with me
devoted to you. to miss, to love
To miss, wishing i could be there with you
for the missing part, i really want you
when we rely on each other so much
it sprinkles out the fire; there is love
that make this love strong
For whom would bear this 900 miles
our minds are weak, yet our love is strong
the long distance that is making us suffer
The Oovoo of computer and chatting
that love of our could be a burden
when we find out what is it do to us
torture our heart and feelings
to miss and think about you
The love could break due to the distance
the hard-love we are still working on
No curdle, hug on your bed
and makes us bear the hard-love we have
than can we fly to each other and see us
we will reunited soon
my sexy cutie Ashley Kun
Be all my love to remember
Recently, I have been feeling lost due to financial reason. The only way I could release the stress is from working out, talking to Ashley, listening my old rock song. I haven't feel this way since my junior year in high school. I am depressed. The only way I feel happy is from drinking 8 shots of Southern Comfort, two or three cans of beer on the weekend, hanging out with my ΣΝ brothers, and long boarding. I am so lost. I don't really know what to do anymore. I act so tough, my expression is always happy and upbeat about things. But, man I hate the U.O financial Aid system. I seriously don't want to go back that Pathetic Community College (PCC). I am in one of the best university in the United States. Why the hell would I want to torture myself going back to PCC and sit in the classroom with half of the students that literally stupid, lifeless, chain-smokers, pot-head losers? I think I should really start to pray.
Ok, I know that My birthday is coming up. seriously, I don't even want to celebrate it at all. Sometime, I really wish to forget the date of my birthday. Why? I don't know. I don't want anything, I don't want to have dinner, I don't want anything. So Don't buy me gifts.
My love life, I just don't know anymore. I want her so bad everyday. I made this for her awhile back.
To call or no to call, that is the question
whether not to call and nag her
to miss and love for the future
or to forget all the sadness
by forget them? to miss, to love
the heart arch and the million of tears
the love will stay with me
devoted to you. to miss, to love
To miss, wishing i could be there with you
for the missing part, i really want you
when we rely on each other so much
it sprinkles out the fire; there is love
that make this love strong
For whom would bear this 900 miles
our minds are weak, yet our love is strong
the long distance that is making us suffer
The Oovoo of computer and chatting
that love of our could be a burden
when we find out what is it do to us
torture our heart and feelings
to miss and think about you
The love could break due to the distance
the hard-love we are still working on
No curdle, hug on your bed
and makes us bear the hard-love we have
than can we fly to each other and see us
we will reunited soon
my sexy cutie Ashley Kun
Be all my love to remember
Saturday, May 30, 2009
School, Summer, School
Alright, If I don't count this weekend and next weekend, then i have only 6 days left in school. I know I am prepared to go home, but not my finals. I have U.S Politic Final, Anthro Sexology Final, and Chinese Final.Great, well to be honest, I don't know why I am not too afraid of my finals. Maybe I know I will easily A's all of them. Maybe. This past week and this coming week will be one of the hardest week seriously. I miss my girlfriend: Ashley "jigglepuff" Kun so much. I always look at my phone to see when is she calling. Waiting for a phone call. Sucks, seriously. Sometime I just need to swallow it. I know I can't talk to her often, because I need to study and plus her wonderful senior year is so relaxing that there is no way i would want her to stay home and wait for my call. Then, I will be the selfish, stupid one. I have an two finals this week and one on the final week. I will need to dig out the nerdy Chinese in me to study, so I can transfer back to SOCAL again. I miss home. I miss seeing Palm trees. I miss driving. I miss my ML 500. I miss my girlfriend: Ashley Kun. I miss my family. What I miss the most is San Gabriel Valley. I guess I thought I could escape the inner Chinese in me. Now I figured out i miss it. I like living in a city where 65% are Asian. I miss Taiwanese food: Beef stew rice. I miss you, Ashley.
Jeffrey "Jigglepugg" H. Tsoi
Jeffrey "Jigglepugg" H. Tsoi
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Gabrielino High School Prom 2009
Prom, Jeffrey (Honlam) Tsoi graduated 2 years ago. He is a sophomore in University Of Oregon. He traveled 900 miles and He is still going to Prom. Weird,isn't it. To be honest, I feel so weird, especially dancing without any Whiskey, looking at teachers who knew me, fellow students who knew me. Yet, this prom was the best prom I have ever had, because I went with the girl I love dearly and dreamed being with her everyday when I am in school.I hope I made her prom the best prom she ever had.Thank you for asking me.
Everyday when i am in school, I look at the picture in my phone. She is by far the best girlfriend I have ever had. I knew she will never get marry with me, because I am "TOO Short". She is a great girl with almost perfect body and face. The reason I use "almost perfect", because you know, Ashley. I think you are beautiful in many ways even when you are mad. I found it kinda hot. Prom Prom Prom. I spend $275 on the airplane ticket, $ 85 on the tux, $108 on the double tree, but going to your prom was priceless, seriously. I know it is lame.
Well the supposedly the most wonderful night didn't end that greatly. I got _____ _____. This was not my first one. I had tons from you before. I got one more from you last night, because you were honest about it why you were not "feeling" it. Whatever...I don't really care about the sexy time. Sometime it is over rated, but it is an essential thing when two people are in love to each other to do it. In my case, I am at that point where i found myself deeply madly in love with you but you are not. Sucks to be me or should i say it is joke on me. I don't really know anymore. I know when you turn on your computer, then you will go on facebook and cancel the relationship. You said cares about me, likes me as a person,a friend, maybe boyfriend, but you said your feeling is just not there. What a great position i am in. It's okay. Life is not fair. Anyways,If I can change something in this relationship, I would not change a thing. The reason of that, I learned and understood myself more when I was with you. Once again, Thank you. We moved some mountains together. Gosh, I am tearing it up again. What a emtional soft-hearte person I am. I love you. Yes, I know you hate me saying that, but that is my feeling.
Love,
Jeffrey H. Tsoi aka jigglepuff
P.S: I know I have horrible grammar.
Everyday when i am in school, I look at the picture in my phone. She is by far the best girlfriend I have ever had. I knew she will never get marry with me, because I am "TOO Short". She is a great girl with almost perfect body and face. The reason I use "almost perfect", because you know, Ashley. I think you are beautiful in many ways even when you are mad. I found it kinda hot. Prom Prom Prom. I spend $275 on the airplane ticket, $ 85 on the tux, $108 on the double tree, but going to your prom was priceless, seriously. I know it is lame.
Well the supposedly the most wonderful night didn't end that greatly. I got _____ _____. This was not my first one. I had tons from you before. I got one more from you last night, because you were honest about it why you were not "feeling" it. Whatever...I don't really care about the sexy time. Sometime it is over rated, but it is an essential thing when two people are in love to each other to do it. In my case, I am at that point where i found myself deeply madly in love with you but you are not. Sucks to be me or should i say it is joke on me. I don't really know anymore. I know when you turn on your computer, then you will go on facebook and cancel the relationship. You said cares about me, likes me as a person,a friend, maybe boyfriend, but you said your feeling is just not there. What a great position i am in. It's okay. Life is not fair. Anyways,If I can change something in this relationship, I would not change a thing. The reason of that, I learned and understood myself more when I was with you. Once again, Thank you. We moved some mountains together. Gosh, I am tearing it up again. What a emtional soft-hearte person I am. I love you. Yes, I know you hate me saying that, but that is my feeling.
Love,
Jeffrey H. Tsoi aka jigglepuff
P.S: I know I have horrible grammar.
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Love
Dear Ashley,
I know you wont be reading this at all. I know you don't know this account. I told you I am going to start reading a blog awhile back. This long distance is killing us. Everytime I am talking, thinking,writing ,reading and looking at or about you, then it makes me want to cry. Tears are dropping on my book. Love is such a wonderful and painful thing. Deep down I know you still really love me and care. I was reading all the letters and cards you send and gave me. They are so beautiful. It hurts me so much. The wonderful night in San Gabriel, Santa Monica, Pasadena, Mini-golf are wonderful I will keep those forever and I will not remember any of the argument with you, because You are my true lover. Thank for everything.
I know you wont be reading this at all. I know you don't know this account. I told you I am going to start reading a blog awhile back. This long distance is killing us. Everytime I am talking, thinking,writing ,reading and looking at or about you, then it makes me want to cry. Tears are dropping on my book. Love is such a wonderful and painful thing. Deep down I know you still really love me and care. I was reading all the letters and cards you send and gave me. They are so beautiful. It hurts me so much. The wonderful night in San Gabriel, Santa Monica, Pasadena, Mini-golf are wonderful I will keep those forever and I will not remember any of the argument with you, because You are my true lover. Thank for everything.
Monday, March 2, 2009
Bird Flu?
I can still remember that the first bird flu started when I was in 5th grade 2000. In 2000, the technology was not as good as today's. No doubt about that. Where did this flu come from? Maybe the human pick the good genetic chicken and clone them, then eventually one of those chicken got sick, but the human keeps cloning them. Then, the bird flu slowly became a virus that no one can stop it.
Rifkin gives a great example how human has been using biotechnology to 'upgrade' their food chain and even make the food taste better. " the uncontrollable spread of super weeds, the buildup of resistant strains of bacteria and new super insects, the creation of novel viruses..."(296). Human created many things that help the daily lives tasks, especially improved the living standard in certain areas in the world. Yet, it also created horrible events. Like during the dust bowl era, American farmers over farm their land with their newly farming tools without allowing those soil to 'rest', which created the dust bowl.
Nowadays, most human want to enjoy the moment without thinking about the consequences in the end. Yes, those biotech food might be good. But, can it create new virus,diseases....
Rifkin gives a great example how human has been using biotechnology to 'upgrade' their food chain and even make the food taste better. " the uncontrollable spread of super weeds, the buildup of resistant strains of bacteria and new super insects, the creation of novel viruses..."(296). Human created many things that help the daily lives tasks, especially improved the living standard in certain areas in the world. Yet, it also created horrible events. Like during the dust bowl era, American farmers over farm their land with their newly farming tools without allowing those soil to 'rest', which created the dust bowl.
Nowadays, most human want to enjoy the moment without thinking about the consequences in the end. Yes, those biotech food might be good. But, can it create new virus,diseases....
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Who is the "Animal"?
What is an Animal? they could be dog, cat, pig, chicken, etc. Yet, we treat dog and cat very differently. Yes, some of us love piglets and chicks, but do we love them after they turn into adulthood. No, because they are dirty. If we give them the freedom of living in the farm freely, then what will happen to the farmer who take care of them? I firmly believe those farmers will lose their business to the big corporations who bleed them.
Pollan uses Animal Liberation by Peter Singer to state out the importance of animal rights. According to Singer in Pollan 's article, Singer believes, " Equality is moral idea" (225). Yes, equality is a universal moral idea and believing animals have the equality like human. In a way, that is suggesting human are just like animal. Which that could bring us into the issue to slavery during the civic war. The white treated the slave like an animal who only know how to work on the field. Yet, those slaves still have emotion, thinking skills that help them determine whether to fight back or not due to the unequal treatment. How about the animal in our farm? Those animals do deserve a good environment to live in, because they eventually will get kill by human who also trying to survive and live freely. I understand those animals tried to fight back, but they cannot due to lack of physical strength and other characteristics. The only reason I believe we need to give them a better, 'free' environment to live it, because they can grow properly, so they can provide human better food and higher living standard.
Domestic Animal like pigs, chickens should never be treat like human, but they should be living in a good living standard that allow them to grow better.
Pollan uses Animal Liberation by Peter Singer to state out the importance of animal rights. According to Singer in Pollan 's article, Singer believes, " Equality is moral idea" (225). Yes, equality is a universal moral idea and believing animals have the equality like human. In a way, that is suggesting human are just like animal. Which that could bring us into the issue to slavery during the civic war. The white treated the slave like an animal who only know how to work on the field. Yet, those slaves still have emotion, thinking skills that help them determine whether to fight back or not due to the unequal treatment. How about the animal in our farm? Those animals do deserve a good environment to live in, because they eventually will get kill by human who also trying to survive and live freely. I understand those animals tried to fight back, but they cannot due to lack of physical strength and other characteristics. The only reason I believe we need to give them a better, 'free' environment to live it, because they can grow properly, so they can provide human better food and higher living standard.
Domestic Animal like pigs, chickens should never be treat like human, but they should be living in a good living standard that allow them to grow better.
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